The amount of actual work you're doing - the 1100 cal tracking, the three-day running schedule, the lifts, the swimming - makes the cheating framing backwards. What the medication changes is the ceiling on what consistent effort can accomplish, not the effort itself. The emotional piece that comes up alongside significant body change is a documented pattern with GLP-1 mechanisms that extend beyond appetite into mood regulation pathways. The 'didn't earn it' loop tends to fade once the result is stable for long enough that the new body state becomes the baseline. Getting to 165 from 270 is real regardless of what got you there.