Here's my take on that:
Stepped away from it for a stretch myself, and honestly what I felt the absence of most wasn't the lost pounds, it was that hush in my head. Food stopped operating as that constant hum running underneath everything, no more inner arguing about meals or rehashing what I'd already eaten. Once I quit, every bit of that noise rushed right back, felt almost heavier this time around since I now knew precisely what I was losing. Makes total sense that staying on it purely for that reason would feel worth it to you.