Locustpeddler
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Body feels so much better these days, knees, hips, back, none of it makes me feel ancient anymore. My head's still catching up to how much weight actually came off though, body dysmorphia is a real thing. I try not to dwell on the thinner version of myself from before, because honestly life now, heavier or not, beats how things were growing up as a bullied kid in a rough home, or struggling through my twenties with a terrible boss and abandonment issues on top of it. Mentally I'll get there eventually, my joints have already clearly noticed the weight that's gone even if my head is still lagging behind.