Jess_61
Active member
Hey everyone.
I could really use some help.
Over the last handful of years, I've packed on around 130 pounds. Back in '19, I was hovering around 170, definitely chubby but not like, severely overweight. Now I'm pushing 300, and it's a major issue.
Why? Constant, never-ending hunger and cravings.
This has been a problem for years but it's grown worse as I've gotten older. Now that I'm 35, it's seriously impacting my health and life.
My feet ache all the time. I'm still fairly active (hiking, exploring), but it's becoming incredibly difficult. I'm also a regular at the gym for about three years now, but cardio is getting harder and harder. Even tying my shoes is a struggle. And sleep? Forget about it. I snore so loud I wake myself and my partner. Socially, it's a disaster. I'm embarrassed to see people I haven't seen in a while because I've gotten so large.
Oh, and I also have a chronic cancer (CLL/SLL). It should give me maybe decades if I'm lucky, but I know I need to make changes.
So, what have I tried? Everything. I'll be honest, traditional diets just don't work for me. I've been trying for over 20 years. What else?
One thing that kind of helped was fasting. It was different because I could just tell my brain, "NO FOOD," and shut down for a day or two. It worked great from 2023-2024! I shed like, 35-40 pounds. I was active on the community, listening to fasting podcasts, and doing great...then I crashed and burned in 2025. Now, I can't seem to get back on track. I try, but my brain/body just won't cooperate.
I even saw a dietician, but their advice was basically "eat more greens." I tried, but I've always struggled with that sort of thing.
I don't know if it's a self-control issue, a hunger issue, or both, but I'm desperate for a solution. It's not like I can't/won't do difficult things. I have a PhD in biology and I'm a research professor at a major university. I do hard things all the time! But I need help.
New solution: GLP-1?
New problem: how do I get it? Do I need a prescription (I'm guessing yes). Will my insurance cover it? I'm willing to pay out of pocket at this point. Is it difficult to obtain? Any advice would be appreciated. I'm getting really desperate and feel clueless.
I checked the forum rules, and this post seems okay, so I hope I can become a part of this community.
My GP isn't great. Last time I saw her (around September), she asked how things were. I said, "Fine, considering everything"...then she seemed shocked when I reminded her about my cancer. I'm honestly scared to ask her about this. She's a very "no-nonsense" type and I think she'd disapprove.
The truth is, I've been trying to lose weight my whole life, constantly fighting my hunger. I'm so tired of unhelpful advice like "eat more salad" or "exercise more."
Note: apparently GLP1 can help people with CLL, as shown by scientific study:
https://ashpublications.org/blood/a...iovascular-outcomes-in-CLL-patients-receiving
I could really use some help.
Over the last handful of years, I've packed on around 130 pounds. Back in '19, I was hovering around 170, definitely chubby but not like, severely overweight. Now I'm pushing 300, and it's a major issue.
Why? Constant, never-ending hunger and cravings.
This has been a problem for years but it's grown worse as I've gotten older. Now that I'm 35, it's seriously impacting my health and life.
My feet ache all the time. I'm still fairly active (hiking, exploring), but it's becoming incredibly difficult. I'm also a regular at the gym for about three years now, but cardio is getting harder and harder. Even tying my shoes is a struggle. And sleep? Forget about it. I snore so loud I wake myself and my partner. Socially, it's a disaster. I'm embarrassed to see people I haven't seen in a while because I've gotten so large.
Oh, and I also have a chronic cancer (CLL/SLL). It should give me maybe decades if I'm lucky, but I know I need to make changes.
So, what have I tried? Everything. I'll be honest, traditional diets just don't work for me. I've been trying for over 20 years. What else?
One thing that kind of helped was fasting. It was different because I could just tell my brain, "NO FOOD," and shut down for a day or two. It worked great from 2023-2024! I shed like, 35-40 pounds. I was active on the community, listening to fasting podcasts, and doing great...then I crashed and burned in 2025. Now, I can't seem to get back on track. I try, but my brain/body just won't cooperate.
I even saw a dietician, but their advice was basically "eat more greens." I tried, but I've always struggled with that sort of thing.
I don't know if it's a self-control issue, a hunger issue, or both, but I'm desperate for a solution. It's not like I can't/won't do difficult things. I have a PhD in biology and I'm a research professor at a major university. I do hard things all the time! But I need help.
New solution: GLP-1?
New problem: how do I get it? Do I need a prescription (I'm guessing yes). Will my insurance cover it? I'm willing to pay out of pocket at this point. Is it difficult to obtain? Any advice would be appreciated. I'm getting really desperate and feel clueless.
I checked the forum rules, and this post seems okay, so I hope I can become a part of this community.
My GP isn't great. Last time I saw her (around September), she asked how things were. I said, "Fine, considering everything"...then she seemed shocked when I reminded her about my cancer. I'm honestly scared to ask her about this. She's a very "no-nonsense" type and I think she'd disapprove.
The truth is, I've been trying to lose weight my whole life, constantly fighting my hunger. I'm so tired of unhelpful advice like "eat more salad" or "exercise more."
Note: apparently GLP1 can help people with CLL, as shown by scientific study:
https://ashpublications.org/blood/a...iovascular-outcomes-in-CLL-patients-receiving