The beer thing's been bugging me too. It fills me up fast and doesn't even taste good anymore. Never bothered me in the past, but it tracks since I started in early Feb. Thanks for all the thoughts from everyone.
You legitimately look like that though. You're looking fantastic and you've earned it. We hold onto old pictures of ourselves too long, hard to reprogram that. Takes time to believe it but trust me, you look phenomenal - it's real.