Drew_19
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I kicked off this thing in February '24, weighing in at 258. The pounds came off pretty consistently until my ankle surgery in April '24, which sidelined me for about a month and a half.
Today, I'm down 90 pounds, sitting at 168. I'm aiming for 150, but these last 25 pounds are fighting me HARD. I stalled at 172 for what felt like forever, and the negative self-talk was almost deafening. But I've come too far to quit. It's still surreal – I still picture myself as a plus-size gal, even though I'm rocking size 10 dresses. I was a size 20 for nearly 20 years, so this version of me feels like an imposter sometimes.
I don't think we acknowledge enough the emotional and mental load this journey puts on us, so I'm just gonna be real. I'm sorting through a jumble of feelings in therapy, trying to be kinder to myself and work through the anxiety that snowballed when I was at my heaviest. Who knows how long it'll take to rewrite my self-image?
Don't get me wrong, I'm over the moon with my progress! I've been dreaming of this for years, and I'm incredibly thankful for the science and the effort that made it possible. Now, I just need my brain to catch up to this new me.
Keep going, everyone!
Today, I'm down 90 pounds, sitting at 168. I'm aiming for 150, but these last 25 pounds are fighting me HARD. I stalled at 172 for what felt like forever, and the negative self-talk was almost deafening. But I've come too far to quit. It's still surreal – I still picture myself as a plus-size gal, even though I'm rocking size 10 dresses. I was a size 20 for nearly 20 years, so this version of me feels like an imposter sometimes.
I don't think we acknowledge enough the emotional and mental load this journey puts on us, so I'm just gonna be real. I'm sorting through a jumble of feelings in therapy, trying to be kinder to myself and work through the anxiety that snowballed when I was at my heaviest. Who knows how long it'll take to rewrite my self-image?
Don't get me wrong, I'm over the moon with my progress! I've been dreaming of this for years, and I'm incredibly thankful for the science and the effort that made it possible. Now, I just need my brain to catch up to this new me.
Keep going, everyone!