hey so i've dropped 45 since january and my head just refuses to catch up, still pictures myself back at my absolute biggest. people around me swear i look totally different but staring in the mirror i still see that identical belly staring back and it wrecks my head a bit. one thing that genuinely helped, snagging a medium top after roughly a decade of nothing fitting that small and just wandering around in it at home, even when nobody's watching. something about clothes not swimming on you the usual way tricks your mind into slowly adjusting. still find myself sucking my stomach in for pictures like there's some bowling ball tucked under there. seriously huge congrats on that milestone though. and honestly if you ever figure out how to patch the mental side, holler at me, still stuck waiting on mine.