Same over here. I've been hitting thrift stores and grabbing one size down, then two, so it costs almost nothing. Ross, the maxx and marshalls too, I try on all of it. After twenty years as a 2/3x, landing in an XL or L feels kind of unsettling. And yes, I still see the same me in the mirror even with the weight gone. Not self-bashing, it just doesn't register.