Been running the third compound for a few months now, currently at a moderate amount. These past few weeks I've noticed zero interest in doing anything I'd normally enjoy. No pull toward hobbies, food (expected), intimacy, socializing, spending time with family, nothing. Don't want to leave the house, barely want to leave the couch.
My husband took the kids away for the weekend not long ago, leaving me alone in the house. Barely left my bedroom until late afternoon that whole time, doing nothing but scrolling on my phone. Initially chalked it up to my depression flaring, though this feels somehow different. After reading about that blunted-reward effect some people describe on this compound, that seems like exactly what's happening.
For anyone who's dealt with this, did an antidepressant help pull you out of it? Did anything else make a difference? Did lowering the amount help at all? Would do almost anything to make this feeling lift. Living this way isn't sustainable, but going back to carrying extra weight isn't an option either. Please, any advice helps!